Worthwhile things sometimes do not make sense

If I had to make a list of all the constructive experiences I have had so far in college, Global Citizen Scholars would be easily near the top. That being said, my appreciation for it does not mean that I understand it. Sometimes I think I understand our cohort less every time we meet. And that is not a bad thing!

Our commitment to the refugees is the first thing I talk about when I mention this group. But then I remember the other things, like abroad experience, local service, US diversity, and the fact that we are so generously sponsored by the Palmieros. How these fit together, I am still at a loss. Borrowing from my previous page, I think the best way to reconcile all of the facets into a single gem is through the lens of extroversion. All of these activities and goals share the common goal to get us outside of our comfort zones, both as a group and individually. The program lacks rigid walls because of its highly organic nature, as this process arises naturally and cannot be forced.

Two contrasting experiences from this semester brought this idea some credence. First, the luncheon at the Iroquois Club. Second, the evening with Maittham Basha-Agha. With the Palmieros, we ate food made individually for each of us. We sat at a round table with a cloth overlooking the lake. The conversation focused heavily on travel in Europe, specifically Italy. With Maittham, we sat informally in an awkwardly laid out classroom with the Parkhurst food we know and love. The conversation was largely amorphous and often very confusing. It was followed by a presentation which cleared up many of our confusions.

Was the one experience more valuable than the other? Were Maittham’s stories of adversity and the triumph of the human spirit more worthwhile than our lunchtime chat with our sponsors? I do not think so. Both experiences had inherent value and can inspire thought for a long many months. Trying to grasp the motive for the Palmieros’ generosity might cause deep personal thinking into the nature of giving itself. Wondering why Maittham takes such time and energy to photograph his subjects could inspire an introspective journey on bearing witness to suffering.

Despite the elements of this program not appearing cohesive, time has revealed that they are constantly complementing each other. I have no idea what the semester ahead will bring, but I am overjoyed to commit my whole self to whatever it may be.